presently, xanga seems so empty. it's like when i started more than three years ago, when im the only one i know except for a couple of cousins who has one. the "regulars" arent back yet (hopefull, they will check in soon) and it is quite weird that i dont get comments when i should. i mean, it's switched on, isnt it? when i turn it off, people ask me turn it back. which way, really? :)

anyway, as i have said, xanga, which i used to be so familiar of, suddenly became foreign to me. regularly updating it, i think, will help me get back on the usuals. but i guess i'll never be able to get the usual "zest" back.i mean, it's a very different game now. i have gone through a lot of things that i werent able to talk openly here which truly mattered so...i guess im gonna have to write a getting-to-know-you kind-of entry. one time.

today is saturday. and it is summer. but im not out. instead, im stuck at home, trying to get by episode after episode of heroes' first season. i know, dont give me that look. i dont like tv, so trying to catch up with the whole season is really a pain. but so far, im on the 13th episode and obviously enjoying it so..hopefully ill finish it by next week.

summer classes have started last wednesday and i have a hideous schedule. a schedule made for losers. how can i possibly get a long break on a summer? it's just not fair. oh, on the brighter side of life, i think it's pretty good since i dont have to commute back home under the immense heat philippine summer has.

thing is, I DONT GET TO WEAR slippers. i still havent gotten over the whole dresscode issue, not even since i shifted to som. it's like, im so tired wearing closed-toe shoes. i cant stand wearing chucks forever and as much as i wanted to wear heels, it's not possible. and dont remind me about the killer wedge i saw in zara, please. it's heart-breaking. :P

the clock says 11.15 in the evening so that means im gonna be sleeping in a while. oh yes. everything has changed so dramatically the past weeks (or maybe months) that i couldnt even remember when i started waking up early. i love the way i handle my time; the freedom that i have with it since i started getting back on track. yes, a lot has happened and ive never been seen life this way. it's just too...amazing.

right. bedtime for me.

goodnight, world